多少人

坐在繁忙的街道旁，
看着来来往往，匆匆忙忙的上班族，
各个行色匆匆，面无笑容。

有多少人真正享受自己的工作？
有多少人每天都盼望着去上班？
有多少人天天面带笑容期盼着每一天的到来？
到底多少人正在享受此刻的生活？
到底多少人正在做自己想做的事？

天复一天，年复一年。
日子就这样过去。
反反复复，转了一圈又一圈。
转来转去还是到原点。
人生如此。
到底多少人正在过自己要过的生活？

Time wasting

Wow, long time since I've last blogged here. Been slacking and wasting my time away (as many people would have termed it), but what exactly is time wasting? If I don't do anything productive I'm wasting my time? If I'm not earning money, then I'm wasting my time? If I'm just sitting down relaxing over a cup of coffee I'm wasting my time? If I'm merely watching entertaining dramas and videos I'm wasting my time? Well, I guess I've wasted alot of my time already for the past few months/ year. I guess most people would wanna waste their time too if they have the time to do so (haha, finding time to waste time), and most of the time people just don't have the time to waste their time since money is more important.

Well, the phase "wasting time" carries a negative connotation to it (same for the word "slack") so I guess using terms like "enjoying my life" or "enjoying my time" or "relaxing myself" sounds much better if I have to explained/answer myself to others.


Manz. What to do with my life??? I'm still clinging on to the piece of wood floating in the vast ocean right now, and I still don't see any sign of possible goal. It's getting tiring trying to find the right way amongst the vast and endless sea. I guess I'll end up just floating on this wood still and wasting my time if I still can't find the land.